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Our Version of a Hot Date

Today Pastor Tim preached from Song of Solomon and showed the fabulous “Flame” NOOMA video from Rob Bell at Mars Hill Church. It also happened to be the anniversary of his very first date with Tara (I forget the number–13? Something like that). Tara sang, as a surprise, the song she sang at their wedding: “All of Me,” by Stryper. Tim was expecting a different song, but she secretly arranged this with the worship team and we played it live.

Tim talked about remembering the things you did when you were dating. He told about a typical date he and Tara have now (eat, movie, Starbucks–I think that’s the basic formula), and recalled what they did when they were dating.

So I got to thinking about what Pam and I enjoyed doing when we were dating. We often–at least once every two months–spent Saturday doing what to us was marvelous, but which would have been boring to most couples. We would drive to Fort Wayne and hit the various used bookstores. We started with the Book Rack on South Calhoun, near Rudisill (this store has since closed). Then we drove to a large used bookstore at Georgetown on the east end of town (this store later burned down). Then we hit the Book Rack on East State Street (it’s still there). And we ended at a bookstore near Glenbrook Mall located in a house (with used books in every nook and cranny; it closed some years ago).

That was our idea of a fun date. We would come home with gobs of novels, all bought at half-price. And a few weeks later, we would do it all again.

When Pam has continuing education CPA seminars in Indianapolis, I take the day off and accompany her. While she’s learning stuff, I kick around in computer, music, and bookstores. She had a seminar two weeks ago. When I picked her up at the end of the day, we headed straight to our favorite store: a huge used bookstore in the Castleton area. We both left with a bunch of books (Pam with a gob of Christian novels). So used bookstores remain high on our fun-time list.

We are, undoubtedly, the Fun Couple of the Year.

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Dad’s Shingle Party, My Balance Anxieties

That’s me sitting down, surrounded by Dad and Jonathan. My theory was that if you’re sitting down, you won’t lose your balance and fall off the roof.

On Saturday, we reshingled Mom and Dad’s roof. Pam and I went, ostensibly to help. Pam actually did help. I mostly stayed on solid ground. Heights don’t work well for me. Standing on a chair doesn’t work well for me.

My brother Stu brought quite a crew. There were his sons Benjamin and Jonathan, his daughter Paula and her husband Tom, and then Brian, a friend of Tom and Benjamin. Benjamin was clearly the boss, because he knew what he was doing. When anyone encountered a problem, they called for Benjamin. A few weeks earlier, this whole crew reshingled Benjamin’s fixer-upper house in Willshire, Ohio, which made Dad’s house seem like a cake-walk. In Willshire, Paula was suspended along the side of the house by a rope, which went over the top of the two-story house and was tied, on the other side, to Benjamin’s Jeep. She was scared to death, yet game.

The hope was to keep Dad off the roof. We’d just as soon that he not spend his senior years in a full-body cast. But we knew, deep down, that he’d inevitably climb topside. That came very early, when the truck was lifting shingles onto the roof, which was still frost-covered at that point. Dad climbed the ladder, crept up to the crest, stood, and walked–a bit shakily–over to Jonathan and Stu. Oh well. That’s Dad.

I was also able to hide behind my Miniere’s Disease, which had been acting up all week. It affects your balance, which affords an airtight argument against traversing rooftops. But when a call went out in the afternoon for someone to distribute shingles, I headed up, feeling like I should justify my existance. The first obstacle, of course, was moving from the ladder to the roof. I conquered that one with bravado. I then found myself on a small portion of the roof, above an add-on room, which is not slanted much. Alas, they needed me elsewhere, where the slope was much greater. I moved over there, feeling like I was wearing aluminum shoes on loose gravel. I stood there a bit, considering my balance anxieties. Paula noticed.

“How about if you take my place helping Brian, and I work over here?”

In other words, Paula was flat-out calling me a scaredy cat. But at age 49.94, I’m beyond the need to reaffirm pride. So I eagerly acknowledged Paula’s youthful wisdom and consented to her suggestion. Working with Brian meant I could stay on the less-inclined part of the roof, where I did not feel, constantly, like I would keel over and tumble overboard.

One time I watched Benjamin, with a stack of shingles slung over his shoulder, jaunt along the edge of the roof and merge seemlessly onto the ladder. No more difficult than opening a car door and climbing in. He’s my hero.

It was a fun day. And Mom fed us home-made noodles. Always a selling point for me.

The link below leads only to a bunch of pictures from the day’s festivities.

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Chop Off Your Finger — But Hey, Keep Working!

A month ago, Dad chopped off the very end of his middle finger on his left hand. I learned about that this afternoon when I dropped by for a visit. Dad was working on my nephew’s house in Willshire, Ohio, when a window pane came down and sliced it off. So he wrapped up the finger in a cloth and drove himself to the hospital in Decatur, Indiana, where he underwent surgery. They removed some skin from his inner elbow and grafted it onto the end of the finger.

And then, Dad drove back to my nephew’s house and worked another three hours. I would like to say that my 73-year-old Dad merely suffers from short-term memory loss, and forgot that he had just chopped off his finger. But no, there’s nothing wrong with his memory. He told me that since the finger was still numb, he knew it wouldn’t hurt. So why not do something productive?

At this point, I realize, definitively, that I am adopted. Because whatever DNA Dad possesses that prompted him to return to work after lopping off part of a finger and undergoing surgery–well, I don’t own a speck of that DNA. Heck, I left work early Monday because I felt nauseus. I need to commence searching the internet for my real parents. Is there a Wimps-R-Us.com website?

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The Never-Changing Van Wert Fair

Last night we took our annual pilgrimage to the Van Wert County Fair. Pam and I have been going for, we figure, 18 years now. At least. Started before we got married. Last night we went with my brother Rick and his family.

Food is the main attraction. Always the same stuff from the same places, in the same order. I got two sandwiches from Ragers–sausage, and bologna. Fiske fries came next. Then a funnel cake. Then a bag of roasted almonds at an outrageous price. And finally, the famous cherry ice cream. Everything is always in the same place as the year before. Mom says the cherry ice cream stand is located in the same place it was located when she was a kid, which goes back at least, uh, 20 years.

I climbed over a bunch of tractors with Cameron, Rick’s son, who must be four or five at this point. I can never remember. One old, restored tractor still had a key in the ignition, a mistake by the owner, I’m sure. Cameron, who routinely pulled every lever and flipped every switch on every tractor, was quite surprised when he turned the key and the engine turned over.

I have gobs of relatives in the area, but didn’t see a one of them. Did see Ed Gebert there, the guru of Attention Span.

People complain about how slow churches are to change. Well, I’ve got news for you. Nothing changes more slowly than the Van Wert County Fair. And despite all my progressive harpings, I like the fair that way. Should I appreciate slowness-to-change more in church? I’ll have to think about that.

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The Birthday Breach

The genie is free, the Furies unleashed, the dam breached, Pandora’s Box unlocked. The Four Horseman, atop fresh saddles, are galloping in my direction, promises of “Vengeance!” on their breath.

Yesterday was Pam’s birthday, and the birthday of Chuck, her “second” Dad. I took them both to Logan’s Steakhouse, something generally viewed as a good deed. If we had gone to Bandido’s, they would have gotten free meals, and it would have been a very cheap date for me. But no, I opted for Logan’s, with the peanut shells littering the floor and the tasty warm rolls.

As we ordered, I asked our waitress, “Do you do anything special for people with birthdays?” I was fishing for discounts or free meals.

“We yeehaw,” she told me. “Who is having a birthday?”

I pointed to both Pam and Chuck. “Both of them. Father and daughter.”

Pam was of a mind to crunch my skull with a crowbar. We’ve had this agreement that we don’t embarrass each other publicly on birthdays. We nearly always eat out on birthdays, but never rat out each other to the waitress. I detest having “Happy Birthday” or other fusses made over me, and Pam detests it even more. So what I did at Logan’s violated a sacred covenant, marched across No Man’s Land to break a truce. We will, perhaps, need marital counseling to recover the trust I flagrantly threw to the wind.

But, being weak-willed and impulsive, I couldn’t resist. Not with two birthday people present. Chuck merely grimaced, annoyed by his son-in-law’s transgression, yet playing the good sport. But Pam promised that my upcoming 50th birthday would involve gift-wrapped retribution. Actually, I figure on get nailed on my 50th no matter what, good behavior or not. And yet, some fuses simply shouldn’t be lit.

When we finished eating, our waitress and two fellow servers came to the table and asked Pam and Chuck to leave the booth and come stand beside them. Pam refused, and Chuck said, “If she’s not, I’m not.” After some futile coaxing, our server finally realized it was a lost cause. She then yelled out to get everyone’s attention, and then led the restaurant guests and workers in a loud “Yeehaw!” People applauded, and that was it.

The ordeal was much less painful than enduring the “Happy Birthday” song. And yet, I breached a dam tonight, and I must now live in fear of the inevitable, but yet-unknown, consequences. Sin is rarely worth it, never satisfying. I’m afraid Pam shall teach me that lesson with utmost clarity.

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Uncle Mark, Aunt Susie, and Wendy

Last night was great fun, one of those therapeutic times when you laugh and laugh and laugh.

My Uncle Mark and Aunt Susie were out from Boulder, Colorado, where they’ve lived since 1969. He retired this spring after a whole career, 40-some years, with IBM. Mark is my mom’s younger brother. As I write, Mark and Mom are attending their high school’s reunion. This was not a big school–Uncle Mark’s class had 17 students–and the school doesn’t exist anymore, so basically the reunions include anyone who ever attended that school regardless of year.

Last night, we all met for supper at Balyeats, a wonderful home-cooking restaurant in downtown Van Wert, Ohio. I’d heard how great it was, but hadn’t eaten there. A serious omission in my life. The swiss steak was incredible. Mark and Susie also brought their daughter (my youngest cousin) Wendy, who is eight years younger than me. Plus Wendy’s two young children (husband Curt, a veterinarian, remained back in rural Wyoming keeping the wildlife healthy).

During the meal, and later at the Holiday Inn Express where they were staying, we gabbed and reminisced and laughed wonderfully. My parents have always been close to Mark and Susie, and they carry on when they’re together. Pam and I got a glimpse of that some years ago when we joined all of them at Mark and Susie’s house in Boulder for several days. We had a great time.

Wendy, my cousin, is a real hoot. Very expressive, with a quick wit. Both of her parents are quick-witted, but Wendy tops them. She’s just a delightful girl. I really didn’t know her as a kid growing up; we older cousins preferred to avoid Wendy and my brother Rick, the two youngest. Our loss. Wendy is just doggone fun.

I’m not saying anything specific here. No stories for you to envision. I do have stories. Things that made us laugh. But you had to be there. And you weren’t, so what do you care? I’m just thrilled to have relatives like this. And I’m dismayed that, because of the distance, I see them so seldom.

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Our 17th Anniversary

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Who is that skinny couple on their honeymoon?

Today is our 17th anniversary. Pam and I celebrated last night by eating at Biaggi’s, a wonderful Italian place. On our 11th anniversary, we celebrated in Florence, Italy. Now that was Italian. I’m deeply, deeply in love with Pam. But to be perfectly honest, I don’t understand how I got to that point.

People write books on “The Secret of Marriage,” with a formula for what it takes to stay together. The “keys” to a happy marriage. Communication, shared interests, trust, “keeping God first,” mutual submission–those are some of the keys, and they’ve been helpful in our marriage. But as I look at our 17 years, I can’t reduce it to a formula–“Do this, this, and this, and you’ll have a marriage like we have.” I’ll bet Dobson can’t, either. Rather, every marriage is a unique, unpredictable journey, and to a very large extent, you make it up as you go without really knowing what lies around the next bend and how you’ll handle it. Despite periods of discontent and carnality and restlessness and sometimes, especially in earlier years, wondering just how much I really liked this woman–and I’ll bet most guys go through that–I find myself 17 years deep into this thing, and fully delighted with this person who bears my name.

I’ve always felt a bit guilty that I wasn’t madly in love with Pam when we got married. I’ve known people who were, indeed, madly in love (Ted and Linda come to mind). That’s certainly the only model Hollywood provides. It’s what American culture expects and exalts–that unless you’re madly in love, unless you “just can’t live without her,” then you’re probably not meant for each other. But Pam and I dated for five years, and for me the rational side played a much larger role than the emotional side. I deeply yearned to muster up madly-in-loveness, but it just wasn’t there, and that troubled me for some time.

For me, it was more of a decision. I cared deeply for Pam. Enjoyed being with her. She made me laugh. We shared many interests. And over time I became convinced that we could have a great life together. So I chose to marry Pam and build a life with her. I’d never seen Meg Ryan or Sandra Bullock take the rational approach; the movies require madlyness. But in much of the rest of the world, I imagine, marriage may be more of a decision, and various cultural mores undergird that decision (like in “Fiddler on the Roof”). And that sort of explains where I was 17 years ago. I chose to spend the rest of my life with Pam, and my Christian upbringing and evangelical expectations provided glue.

In a way, I’m glad I didn’t marry Pam amidst madly-in-loveness. For me there was no emotional mountain to descend from, at the bottom of which you get mired in second thoughts amidst the day-to-dayness of marriage. Rather, I started with a decision, and I’ve steadily grown in love with her (with jagged dips along the way, though at this point pretty far back down the road). After 17 years of journeying together, I feel deeply in love with Pam–far, far more in love than I was 17 years ago. Maybe after another 17 years I’ll be madly in love. Yes, I think that is highly likely.

Pam-GatlinburgMarriage is mysterious, the way your relationship evolves and circumstances intertwine you in unexpected ways. Just being honest: in earlier years, there were blips when I had doubts about the whole thing–though not anywhere near serious enough to even consider ending it–or I would create distance for selfish reasons, or I would just be a typical male jerk. But then I would roll over some morning (not every morning) and see her sleeping peacefully, and suddenly realize how much I craved her approval and enjoyed her laugh and wanted to never ever hurt or disappoint her. And the amazing thing is, I would go on to find plenty of ways to hurt and disappoint her, and unfortunately I’ll continue doing so. But she continues loving me back, and that melts me.

And now, love is the norm. I really love my wife. I can’t explain how that happened, can’t do bullet points on building a marriage like ours. It was a journey with a multitude of curves and switchbacks and falling rock and blown tires, but also lots of scenic drives together and mountaintop highs. However we got here, we’re here, 17 years after that day in 1989. I’m thankful, and I’m in love, and life is good.

I don’t know what trials and ordeals await around the bend, and I’m not arrogant enough to think we can survive ordeals that other couples haven’t, or that we’ll survive my own stupidity. Too many Christians have written books about their “keys to marriage” and then gotten a divorce. This stuff frightens me, though I fully expect to grow old with Pam and can’t imagine anything else. But the journey will continue, and if as the years pass I more and more frequently roll over in the morning and find myself happy that Pam is beside me, that can only be a good thing.

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My Parents Say Good-Bye to the Lakeville Church

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Don Dennie, my dad, talking to parishioners at Olive Branch UB church in Lakeville, Ind.

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Yesterday, July 2, my parents retired…again. It was their last day pastoring the Olive Branch United Brethren church in Lakeville, Ind., just south of South Bend. Pam and I drove up for the service. We had attended their final service at Third Street UB church back in 1998, the last time they retired. This was a tremendous day, and I felt so grateful for the way this congregation showered love and appreciation on my parents.

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Mom at the piano (for the last time?). A photo of her Sunday school class sits on the piano.

My parents originally came to Lakeville in 1989, just a few months after the previous pastor and his wife, along with two young daughters, were shotgunned in the church parsonage. Mom and Dad moved back from Arizona to serve this shattered congregation, and over the next five years helped bring a great deal of healing. They then moved on to serve three years at the Third Street UB church in Fort Wayne, Ind.–the predecessor of my current church, Anchor. Next came a brief interim stint in Convoy, Ohio, and then they, uh, retired.

And got bored. Four years ago they returned to Olive Branch in an interim capacity, were asked to throw their hat in the ring during the pastoral search (which they did somewhat reluctantly), and got voted in. But this year, my parents felt it was time to move on. Or, to move back to their home in Fort Wayne, and then figure out what the next chapter of their life will hold.

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Photos from Paula’s Wedding

I put up a bunch of photos from this Saturday’s wedding of my niece, Paula Jo Dennie. There are three pages on my Mac.com account.

Wedding Photos – Page 1
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Paula Jo – She Got All Growed Up

Tom and PaulaPaula got married today. That’s my brother Stu’s daughter, the second of four kids (the others all guys). Of my six nephews and nieces on my side of the family, Paula Jo is the first to get married. Now she’s Paula Merkle, wife of Tom. And this new guy, Tom, has now invaded our family. Fortunately, Tom is a great guy; I liked him from Day One. He and Paula have dated for a couple years now. Tom’s a solid guy–talented, hardworking, a great sense of humor, smiles easily. He’s far more than a welcome addition to the family. And he’ll take real good care of Paula.

Stu and Joyce.jpgMy Dad and my brother, Stu, both conducted the ceremony. Mostly Stu. That’s him on the left, with his wife, Joyce. Stu walked Paula down the aisle, and when Dad asked who’s giving away Paula, Stu did the usual “Her mother and I.” Then Stu walked around the groomsmen (five of them) and took the center place while Dad moved aside. Tom then brought Paula onto the stage, and the ceremony continued.

Stu did a great job. Others said they thought he struggled in a couple places, but I didn’t detect it. He joked later that the trick was to not look at Paula. He would look down, up, between them, around them, but knew that if he looked at Paula and their eyes met, that it would be all over.

So this was a big day in the Dennie family.

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